The Alternative Model Directory: November 2011

How did the name Kitter LaGore come about?

"Kitter" is an old pet name an ex gave to me when I was 19. The years that followed afterward were some of the darkest days of my life. I was surrounded by a lot of negativity and totally lost touch with who I really was. My spirit was essentially dead, and a few people told me I would never amount to anything. I had a big wake up call, picked myself up and moved on with my life. I choose to stick with Kitter because to this day, some of my close friends still refer to me as that and I figured it is a very fitting tribute to that part of myself that I figuratively laid to rest some years ago. It is my quite way of saying "Yes, I can be something and I will be something, regardless of what anyone says." The "LaGore" is because I wanted something girly yet creepy, much like myself!

If your photo set was part of a story, what would that story be telling?

I was on the verge of a meltdown when this idea came to me! The story I wanted to tell was one of a person just having enough. Reaching a point of no return, and going ever so mad and insane as politely as possible. The whole time Alice was in Wonderland, she thought everyone was absolutely insane. She had to navigate her way through the madness to get back home. So many aspects of my life, I say to myself "Is this seriously reality? This is really happening??" Doing this photo set was a therapeutic release. I was able to go crazy and insane, sip the blood of evil doers and have a nice debate with my teddy bear friend!

What do you find appealing about horror/gore?

I love the adrenaline rush I get while watching a great horror movie. It amuses me as to how some people have such a grossed out and frightened perception of gore. Apparently, I made someone sick to their stomach with my "Mad Alice" photo set. They said they were disturbed and distracted by the amount of blood. They were also shocked that I took that as a compliment.

Is Halloween your favorite holiday? If so, why? If not, why not?

YES! Halloween has been my favorite holiday for a long time! It is the one night where you can pick whatever it is that you want to be, and just be it. You can totally lose yourself in a character. Plus I love eating gobs of candy, and being a wretched little deviant!

What are your plans for this Halloween?

Nothing official as of yet. Most likely surrounding myself with good friends, good music and some good times. I am hoping to have the same pleasure of walking around in public places with no pants on as I did last year!

ALL Photos by: Fernando Ulloa Jr.

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Model Mayhem

It's no secret I love Demoniccunt. I'm drawn not just to her beauty and message, but her intelligence, strength, and the person behind the persona. While she is Demoniccunt, there is more to Holly than just a blasphemous message and dislike for organized religion. As with most models on TAMD I like to learn about the person behind the alias.

Why do you think people get offended by the name Demoniccunt? Furthermore, why do think people are in love with it?

I suppose some people get offended because the word 'cunt' is a strong, negative word, so to speak. Calling someone a cunt would usually offend them, but me calling myself a cunt may be confusing to others so I'll explain why I named myself Demoniccunt. It is for a few reasons. My female anatomy has endured inserting Jesus Christ on his cross on film thus making the very act of doing such a thing 'Demonic' or 'blasphemous' hence the words Demonic cunt. I also feel that the word cunt is a power word, it is one of the few remaining words in English that still retained its power to shock.

The other reason is because my porn and photo work (modeling) is very obscene and irreligious. Some would call my actions of being too extreme and being a cunt (aka a disparaging and obscene: woman) so there are many reasons why I named myself that and people either love it or hate it.

Finally you have appeared on some religious folks radar. What is the best way to deal with people who want to push their beliefs on you?

I actually enjoy provoking them, only when I am bored enough to do so. When they step on my turf, so to speak, and push their beliefs on me and write entire forums about me to try and remove me from the internet, I either ignore it and just find it mildly amusing, or provoke them and tell them that I do love Jesus... in my cunt.

What do you like doing in your ever so scarce, free time?

When I finally do have time to myself, I study psychology and quantum physics for future job pursuits because they are my subjects of passion. I play the drums and learn languages (German, Norwegian and fluent in Arabic).

You've said that modeling wasn't your first choice for a profession. Do you think there will come a time when you step out of the spotlight to pursue your first choice?

Ive been modeling since I was 16. I loathed the falseness involved in the profession hence why I did my own thing to stay true to myself. When I feel Demoniccunt has served its purpose and I no longer feel the anger of being raised Christian and the vile abuse that came along with it, I will pursue my life long passions, quantum physics and psychology. Music is definitely one of my biggest passions, especially drumming, so I would like to join a band as a drummer one day also. I have many goals and aspirations. I want to also get into the acting industry. I was asked to be in a movie a while ago and from there I developed an interest in the industry. I am 26, I have many years to do all that I can do. I am an extremely driven, passionate, strong and a very dedicated woman. If I say I will do something, I do it. I will die one day with a head full of knowledge, experience and no regrets.

Despite your name, Demoniccunt, you're not religious. Is this correct? Is there any religion, cult, belief, etc that you're drawn to?

Actually, I am a practicing witch. Pagan/Wicca. My Satanic imagery is my aggression towards Christianity because of my personal experience with it. My whole childhood and teenage life was filled with lies, deceit, abuse in every way possible, loss of family, friends and naivety, all in the name of Christianity/Mormonism. I am not a bitter person, but I do enjoy offending the very thing (Christianity) that caused a lot of pain and anguish in my life. My belief in Wicca is extremely important to me as it brings me back to the very essence of who I am. It is a different kind of knowledge and power.

Many of your fans adore you for your looks and your anti-religion stance, do you ever get annoyed that they seem to dismiss your intelligence?

I personally am doing what I am doing because it is who I am. If people enjoy it, then I am extremely appreciative that I have given people what they want, be it entertainment or whatever amuses them for the time being. I cannot control peoples thoughts of me so I do not mind how they support me, I just appreciate the fact that they do. I could never be annoyed at anyone for how they feel about me. I am in the porn industry, thus being my image as a sex symbol or what say you. It is expected for people to only see what they want to see from me and not go any deeper. They all have their own lives to deal with so I am just glad I can affect my fans in a positive way, no matter what sort of way it is.

What can we expect from you in the near future?

Well, I will definitely do girl/girl porn scenes, my website will be up and all of my porn footage for the past three years will finally see the light of day! I have been asked by a few bands to be in their song film clips, doing my trademark Demoniccunt nun crucifucking thing. A lot more band promotion, magazine shoots (most of the adult magazines ask for me to do front cover/six page shoot and interview for them) and a whole lot more.

If you could give advice to an aspiring model what would it be?

Be true to yourself. You direct how you want your image portrayed. Do not give in to the blonde, tanned trend thing if that is not who you are. Most of the adult magazines only accepted the bottle bleach and spray tanned look but now a pale, dark haired tattooed woman called Demoniccunt is on the page covers. Confidence is the key. If you do not love who you are and what you are doing, then how can you expect anyone else to? I am not talking about conceit, I am taking about being true to who you are and ignore any negativity/insults. I cannot feel insulted by anyone because they are only putting you down because of their own ignorance and lack of confidence/self esteem.